This is not the place for such complaints. Try the Administrators Noticeboard in the first instance.
You must not know who I am, about my ban, and how many ways and times I have been told "Fuck you" by higher-up Wikipedians.
I don't care who you are - this list still isn't the right place for such complaints. If you are banned and can't post to the Admin noticeboard, try either unblock templates on your talk page or emailing ArbCom.